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What is my biggest worries now?
In less than a month, I will move to Balikpapan and work there for God knows how long. At this moment, there are so many things in my mind. To be honest, moving to Balikpapan at November is to quick for me. Don’t take me wrong, is not that I’m not excited about the job and everything. But moving away from families and friends takes a lot.
This few weeks, I spent a lot of my time with my friends. And it hurts to realize that in less than a month I won’t be able to do the things I usually do with my friends. What kind of things??Well at this point, it’s the simple things that matter. The chit chat during meal, laughing at jokes you’ve heard thousand of times, stay late together doing nothing, etc.
I’m not afraid about living in Balikpapan, in fact I think I will love it. I lived there for two months during an internship and I think the city suits me well. But the thought of living there alone (with the 3 first months in a hotel) had me frightened. Imagining that I will go home everyday to an empty hotel room with no one to say wa’alaikum salam to me had create worries about me being lonely at Balikpapan.
I guess in my whole life, this is the moment where I’m at my weakest point. The euforia of graduating had struck down by the fact that I will enter the real life just days after my graduation days. God help me…
